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so uh, yeah.. i've been very jumbled up lately.. 

really, i'm just saying this right now, i feel i'm on the edge of another breakdown, i have a billion things to do but also currently having the feeling of anxiety constantly on my back, i'm really unstable right now, and idk. i can't get myself to do the things i need to do, and i feel like i'm sending my future further and further into the trash, but also i'm trying to keep myself busy, because another thing constantly trying to creep up on me... suicidal thoughts, again. don't know where they're coming from, everything was just fine until i started letting myself slip, and now i can't get myself back up. and to think that not long ago i had everything going for me, and really, it's all my fault i got myself here..

i've been... avoiding, some, and constantly pestering others. there's so many things in my life right now i'm not ready to deal with.. the truth, consequences, romance, responsibilities, loneliness... usually i'm fine by myself, but lately i'm more dangerous to myself than ever, i feel i'm losing grip of the only thing that kept he holding on before. i'm just.. a mess, and i don't know what to do. i don't want to scare you guys, but i don't want to leave you in the dark, either. i just feel like i need to let off some steam, or else i'm gonna blow, and now i'm constantly reminding myself that i'm still the same stupid kid i was before.. foolish, lost, and afraid.

i just don't know anymore. i can't.. i just wish life had a reboot button, because right now, this all seems meaningless.
  • Mood: Pirate
  • Listening to: YAR HAR FIDLE DE DEE
  • Reading: BEING A PIRATE
  • Watching: IS ALRIGHT WITH ME
  • Playing: DO WHAT YOU WANT
  • Eating: CAUSE A PIRATE IS FREE
  • Drinking: YOU ARE A PIRATE
Romeo and Katrina by xEmoXDudetx
Romeo and Katrina
cause i have no life.

enjoy this ship that breaks through universal barriers. >w>
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PMD-EoB NPCs by xEmoXDudetx
PMD-EoB NPCs
yep.

i'll add more info when available.

also, about dan.... #iregretnothing 
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Jack (npc, maybe blue hue recruit?) by xEmoXDudetx
Jack (npc, maybe blue hue recruit?)
cause why the fuck not?? he'd be the 5th member, making him a backup recruit in case one of the other members are busy or want to take a break.

he's smaller than most male nidoran, the runt of his litter. he has one brother and two sisters, and they, and his parents, are all ferals. he lived in a plain north of feral forest, along with a herd of mostly feral nidorans, nidorino and nidorina, and the occasional head of the warren, nidoking and nidoqueen. if it wasn't a few other non ferals in the herd, he probably wouldn't be able to speak a language. he doesn't know how to write at all.

for being small and adorable, he's pretty tough, since he's had his deal of fighting off other nidoran and nidorino who mistook him for a female.

though i wouldn't say he was always 100% successful.. xD

((yeah i purposely made him look like a bunny. >w>))
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I literally just came out to everyone on facebook. now everyone knows, and for that i feel so much better. let's hope this doesn't come back to bite me in the ass later on.

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so uh, yeah.. i've been very jumbled up lately.. 

really, i'm just saying this right now, i feel i'm on the edge of another breakdown, i have a billion things to do but also currently having the feeling of anxiety constantly on my back, i'm really unstable right now, and idk. i can't get myself to do the things i need to do, and i feel like i'm sending my future further and further into the trash, but also i'm trying to keep myself busy, because another thing constantly trying to creep up on me... suicidal thoughts, again. don't know where they're coming from, everything was just fine until i started letting myself slip, and now i can't get myself back up. and to think that not long ago i had everything going for me, and really, it's all my fault i got myself here..

i've been... avoiding, some, and constantly pestering others. there's so many things in my life right now i'm not ready to deal with.. the truth, consequences, romance, responsibilities, loneliness... usually i'm fine by myself, but lately i'm more dangerous to myself than ever, i feel i'm losing grip of the only thing that kept he holding on before. i'm just.. a mess, and i don't know what to do. i don't want to scare you guys, but i don't want to leave you in the dark, either. i just feel like i need to let off some steam, or else i'm gonna blow, and now i'm constantly reminding myself that i'm still the same stupid kid i was before.. foolish, lost, and afraid.

i just don't know anymore. i can't.. i just wish life had a reboot button, because right now, this all seems meaningless.
  • Mood: Pirate
  • Listening to: YAR HAR FIDLE DE DEE
  • Reading: BEING A PIRATE
  • Watching: IS ALRIGHT WITH ME
  • Playing: DO WHAT YOU WANT
  • Eating: CAUSE A PIRATE IS FREE
  • Drinking: YOU ARE A PIRATE
Nobody tagged me, i just wanted to do it. why the fuck not??

RULE You can only say Guilty or Innocent. (FUK DIS RUL)
Optional: Add a question ;3

1. Asked someone to marry you?
Innocent


2. Kissed one of your friends?
Guilty.. REALLY guilty. >w>



3. Danced on a table in a bar?
does it count if it was prom?


4. Ever told a lie?
Guilty



5. Had feelings for someone whom you can't have?
Guilty


6. Ever kissed someone of the same sex?
oh so fucking guilty.

6.5 Ever had sex with someone of the same sex?
Guilty (ya know if i turn gay rn i'd be a gold star lez)

7. Kissed a picture?
Innocent


8. Slept in until 5 PM?
Guilty


9. Fallen asleep at work/school?
Guilty


10. Held a snake?
Guilty


11. Been suspended from school?
Guilty Guilty Guilty


12. Worked at a fast food chain/restaurant?
Innocent


13. Stolen something?
Guilty



14. Been fired from a job?
Innocent


15. Done something you regret?
Guilty



16. Laughed until something you were drinking came out of your nose?
Guilty


17. Caught a snowflake on your tongue?
Guilty


18. Kissed in the rain?
Innocent


19. Sat on a roof top?
Guilty


20. Kissed someone you shouldn't?
Guilty


21. Sang in the shower?
Guilty


22. Been pushed into a pool with all your clothes on?
Innocent


23. Shaved your head?
Innocent


24. Slept naked?
Guilty


25. Had a boxing membership?
Innocent


26. Made a boyfriend/girlfriend cry?
Super Guilty. >_>


27. Been in a band?
Innocent


28. Shot a gun?
Guilty


29. Donated blood?
Guilty


30. Eaten alligator meat?
Innocent


31. Eaten cheesecake?
Guilty


32. Still love someone you shouldn't?
Guilty


33. Have/had a tattoo?
Innocent


34. Liked someone, but will never tell who?
oh so fucking Guilty. >w>


35. Been too honest?
Guilty


36. Ruined a surprise?
Innocent


37. Ate in a restaurant and got really bloated that you can't walk afterwards?
Innocent


38. Erased someone in your friends list?
Guilty (i think this means just cutting friends out of your life so yeah)


39. Dressed in a woman's clothes (if you're a guy) or man's clothes (if you're a girl)?
Guilty (i'm borderline transgender as it is lol)


40. Joined a pageant?
Innocent


41. Been told that you're handsome or beautiful by someone who totally meant what they said?
Guilty


42. Still have communication w/ your ex?
Guilty (alot of my ex's are my friends, yo)


43. Cheated on someone?
Guilty. V_V


44. Get totally drunk one night and you have an important exam tomorrow morning?
Guilty. >.>


45. A total stranger treated you by paying your fare?
Innocent


46. Get totally angry that you cried so hard?
Guilty (my tears are wired to my anger emotions fucking god damn it ;_;)


47. Tried to stay away from someone for their own good?
Guilty


48. Thought about suicide?
Guilty

48.5. Tried to commit suicide?
Guilty

49. Thought about murder?
Guilty


50. How about Mass Murder?
Guilty


51. Rode in a stranger's vehicle?
Guilty


52. Stalked someone?
Erm... innocent??


53. Had a crush on a fictional character?
Innocent
  • Mood: Pirate
  • Listening to: YAR HAR FIDLE DE DEE
  • Reading: BEING A PIRATE
  • Watching: IS ALRIGHT WITH ME
  • Playing: DO WHAT YOU WANT
  • Eating: CAUSE A PIRATE IS FREE
  • Drinking: YOU ARE A PIRATE
sorry for being so inactive art wise. i've been busy with school, and only have found the inspiration to write stories... personal stories that will not be posted here... mainly because it's not something DA would appreciate. ^_^

so yeah. that's pretty much all that's been going on.
  • Mood: Pirate
  • Listening to: YAR HAR FIDLE DE DEE
  • Reading: BEING A PIRATE
  • Watching: IS ALRIGHT WITH ME
  • Playing: DO WHAT YOU WANT
  • Eating: CAUSE A PIRATE IS FREE
  • Drinking: YOU ARE A PIRATE

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thanx for fave!! And I'm not wasting my time ;) YARRR Pirate wave 
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