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Eddie [Redacted]
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Previously i had any contact information written here, but now i don't, if you have any questions of how to contact me elsewhere, please note me, and if i trust you, i'll give them to you. v w v
well, i didn't realize cora would be my 600th. wow, have i realized how much i've grown. my art used to be HORRIBLE. now, i only post what i'm satisfied with, though, i should probably post things that aren't gonna be completed/submitted to my normal gallery to scraps. i do have quite a lot of sketches piling up, they need to be put into an art box soon. >v>'''

also. USE TAGS. TAGS WORK WONDERS. they allow your art to be seen by those who WANT to find content like yours. o-o
  • Mood: Pirate
  • Listening to: YAR HAR FIDLE DE DEE
  • Reading: BEING A PIRATE
  • Watching: IS ALRIGHT WITH ME
  • Playing: DO WHAT YOU WANT
  • Eating: CAUSE A PIRATE IS FREE
  • Drinking: YOU ARE A PIRATE
You could say, I'm back at deviantart.

Am i back to what i'm supposed to be doing? probably not quite yet. but what's been dragging me away, i have finally parted ways with it, and i think i feel much happier already. I've really just been needing to find myself, and when doing so, i realized, i have to go back to the start.~ in a rush to find something more than i already had, i have found that really, less is more, you're better having less things that you love, than more things that you don't feel a passion for. v w v
  • Mood: Pirate
  • Listening to: YAR HAR FIDLE DE DEE
  • Reading: BEING A PIRATE
  • Watching: IS ALRIGHT WITH ME
  • Playing: DO WHAT YOU WANT
  • Eating: CAUSE A PIRATE IS FREE
  • Drinking: YOU ARE A PIRATE
so uh, yeah.. i've been very jumbled up lately.. 

really, i'm just saying this right now, i feel i'm on the edge of another breakdown, i have a billion things to do but also currently having the feeling of anxiety constantly on my back, i'm really unstable right now, and idk. i can't get myself to do the things i need to do, and i feel like i'm sending my future further and further into the trash, but also i'm trying to keep myself busy, because another thing constantly trying to creep up on me... suicidal thoughts, again. don't know where they're coming from, everything was just fine until i started letting myself slip, and now i can't get myself back up. and to think that not long ago i had everything going for me, and really, it's all my fault i got myself here..

i've been... avoiding, some, and constantly pestering others. there's so many things in my life right now i'm not ready to deal with.. the truth, consequences, romance, responsibilities, loneliness... usually i'm fine by myself, but lately i'm more dangerous to myself than ever, i feel i'm losing grip of the only thing that kept he holding on before. i'm just.. a mess, and i don't know what to do. i don't want to scare you guys, but i don't want to leave you in the dark, either. i just feel like i need to let off some steam, or else i'm gonna blow, and now i'm constantly reminding myself that i'm still the same stupid kid i was before.. foolish, lost, and afraid.

i just don't know anymore. i can't.. i just wish life had a reboot button, because right now, this all seems meaningless.
  • Mood: Pirate
  • Listening to: YAR HAR FIDLE DE DEE
  • Reading: BEING A PIRATE
  • Watching: IS ALRIGHT WITH ME
  • Playing: DO WHAT YOU WANT
  • Eating: CAUSE A PIRATE IS FREE
  • Drinking: YOU ARE A PIRATE

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i will draw your oc (traditional of course) and color it to the best of my abilities (i am very capable shading rainbows)

i can draw ANYTHING cartoonish. do NOT expect me to draw something like a real life human face. XD

and when i say i can draw anything, i mean ANYTHING. xD i have no limits or shame. i need points. ;v;

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timmyringo Featured By Owner Oct 25, 2015  Hobbyist
Thanks for the fave ^_^
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timmyringo Featured By Owner Oct 25, 2015  Hobbyist
Thanks for the fave ^_^
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Gondor234 Featured By Owner Sep 28, 2015  Student Digital Artist
Happy birthday dude
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Happy birthday!
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Super Fantastic Golden Platter Cake 3D  Happy birthday!!!Super Fantastic Golden Platter Cake 3D 
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