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“Why do you put up with his bullshit?? He’s an absolute asshole.”

Angella smiled slightly as she answered the anonymous friend. “Xavier... He’s different. Yes, rather crude, but there’s a side to him that no one sees, someone he doesn’t want anyone to see in him. I do admit, he hides it well, but I still see it.

There was a time he cared. When he was young and the world was bright and new in his eyes... Though, he didn’t get to live through the life of a child. He lived through the life of a 19 year old man, raised in the army with war and death all around him. First, he had to be tried for his fight, just another little pawn, a soldier on the battleground. In the war he fought, everyone he hurt seemed to be innocent; everyone was just fighting for the same thing, and had to kill each other over it; A forbidden power that eventually had been destroyed because of all the discord. Though in the war, he still had a place, he fought to rise the ranks, because from the beginning he was destined for greater things, he just had to pass their tests, and he’d be looked upon as a hero. And so he rose. He rose all the way up to being the General, and was awarded General of the Army just in time for them to put the blame on him for a million deaths. He was their scapegoat. After all, he was different. They viewed him as defective, and just like that, they abandoned him as a pile of scrap.

For years he was left to waste... There was nothing he could find purpose for, and really, he just laid there, in a closed down falling apart warehouse... then Damia found him. She was just snooping around where she shouldn’t be, and she found him. She almost just... Brought him back to life. She... She brought him home. He was filthy, yes, but we treated him to a nice dinner, a shower, washed his clothes for him.. he just seemed all mopey at first, but oddly Damia’s eagerness and optimism started to get him talking. They hit it off right away, in fact, we all did. We became such great friends. He was the sweetest guy in the beginning, though also weak and frail, crushed by the life he used to lead... For the longest time he looked like a sad puppy, just like Allen, and Galileah was another ball of cheer, though the two of them always lived life so fast, but the group of us, we were happy. Allen and Galileah had a kid, and for a while Damia and I just went along with Xavier, though he felt like a third wheel.

Both Galileah and Allen died young. Their kid died from a seizure, and a little under a year later, both of them followed. Galileah overdosed, and just a month later, Allen had finally drunken himself to death.
Xavier was rather devastated.  He felt weak again, and for a while, he hated himself, and then he just… shut off his emotions. For a while he just withered again, but oddly from that came some feeling of invincibility. He swore he couldn’t feel anymore, and he just faced the world with no fears or sorrows, searching for something to keep pulling him forward. And he found it.

Power. And that’s all he wanted. He strove for it head on, using his intelligence and strength and physique to obtain it for himself. Money, popularity, respect, dominance, power... and that power drove him mad.

And now, he has it. He’s fairly responsible with it. He supports the both of us with it. Both Damia and I are happy with him. He’s at last recovering his emotions again, I believe. He became the leader he was always meant to be… just a bit stricter; his decisions are odd, but they work out in the end.”
“but he abuses you, both of you-“
Angella rubbed the bruise right beside her eye “it’s mark from his affection, not from his anger. I’m sure you wouldn’t understand. He just slipped. You can ask Damia, he’s kind to all of us, he takes care of us, his friends, his soldiers. He’s our leader, and he’s  a great leader. And we stand by his side.”
A time when he Cared
dunno why i wrote, just did. good night
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who fuckin remembers skeletor and he-man.

i had the biggest fan crush on skeletor. xD
sometimes i wonder if i'm coming off as mean to nice people.

sometimes i wonder if i'm coming off as nice to assholes.
i just uploaded a video to youtube, check it out!!

  • Mood: Pirate
  • Listening to: YAR HAR FIDLE DE DEE
  • Reading: BEING A PIRATE
  • Watching: IS ALRIGHT WITH ME
  • Playing: DO WHAT YOU WANT
  • Eating: CAUSE A PIRATE IS FREE
  • Drinking: YOU ARE A PIRATE

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Kendra Ricketts
Artist | Student | Traditional Art
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Facebook: I'LL ONLY GIVE THIS OUT TO PEOPLE I KNOW WELL AND TRUST.
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i just uploaded a video to youtube, check it out!!

  • Mood: Pirate
  • Listening to: YAR HAR FIDLE DE DEE
  • Reading: BEING A PIRATE
  • Watching: IS ALRIGHT WITH ME
  • Playing: DO WHAT YOU WANT
  • Eating: CAUSE A PIRATE IS FREE
  • Drinking: YOU ARE A PIRATE
so uh, yeah.. i've been very jumbled up lately.. 

really, i'm just saying this right now, i feel i'm on the edge of another breakdown, i have a billion things to do but also currently having the feeling of anxiety constantly on my back, i'm really unstable right now, and idk. i can't get myself to do the things i need to do, and i feel like i'm sending my future further and further into the trash, but also i'm trying to keep myself busy, because another thing constantly trying to creep up on me... suicidal thoughts, again. don't know where they're coming from, everything was just fine until i started letting myself slip, and now i can't get myself back up. and to think that not long ago i had everything going for me, and really, it's all my fault i got myself here..

i've been... avoiding, some, and constantly pestering others. there's so many things in my life right now i'm not ready to deal with.. the truth, consequences, romance, responsibilities, loneliness... usually i'm fine by myself, but lately i'm more dangerous to myself than ever, i feel i'm losing grip of the only thing that kept he holding on before. i'm just.. a mess, and i don't know what to do. i don't want to scare you guys, but i don't want to leave you in the dark, either. i just feel like i need to let off some steam, or else i'm gonna blow, and now i'm constantly reminding myself that i'm still the same stupid kid i was before.. foolish, lost, and afraid.

i just don't know anymore. i can't.. i just wish life had a reboot button, because right now, this all seems meaningless.
  • Mood: Pirate
  • Listening to: YAR HAR FIDLE DE DEE
  • Reading: BEING A PIRATE
  • Watching: IS ALRIGHT WITH ME
  • Playing: DO WHAT YOU WANT
  • Eating: CAUSE A PIRATE IS FREE
  • Drinking: YOU ARE A PIRATE
Nobody tagged me, i just wanted to do it. why the fuck not??

RULE You can only say Guilty or Innocent. (FUK DIS RUL)
Optional: Add a question ;3

1. Asked someone to marry you?
Innocent


2. Kissed one of your friends?
Guilty.. REALLY guilty. >w>



3. Danced on a table in a bar?
does it count if it was prom?


4. Ever told a lie?
Guilty



5. Had feelings for someone whom you can't have?
Guilty


6. Ever kissed someone of the same sex?
oh so fucking guilty.

6.5 Ever had sex with someone of the same sex?
Guilty (ya know if i turn gay rn i'd be a gold star lez)

7. Kissed a picture?
Innocent


8. Slept in until 5 PM?
Guilty


9. Fallen asleep at work/school?
Guilty


10. Held a snake?
Guilty


11. Been suspended from school?
Guilty Guilty Guilty


12. Worked at a fast food chain/restaurant?
Innocent


13. Stolen something?
Guilty



14. Been fired from a job?
Innocent


15. Done something you regret?
Guilty



16. Laughed until something you were drinking came out of your nose?
Guilty


17. Caught a snowflake on your tongue?
Guilty


18. Kissed in the rain?
Innocent


19. Sat on a roof top?
Guilty


20. Kissed someone you shouldn't?
Guilty


21. Sang in the shower?
Guilty


22. Been pushed into a pool with all your clothes on?
Innocent


23. Shaved your head?
Innocent


24. Slept naked?
Guilty


25. Had a boxing membership?
Innocent


26. Made a boyfriend/girlfriend cry?
Super Guilty. >_>


27. Been in a band?
Innocent


28. Shot a gun?
Guilty


29. Donated blood?
Guilty


30. Eaten alligator meat?
Innocent


31. Eaten cheesecake?
Guilty


32. Still love someone you shouldn't?
Guilty


33. Have/had a tattoo?
Innocent


34. Liked someone, but will never tell who?
oh so fucking Guilty. >w>


35. Been too honest?
Guilty


36. Ruined a surprise?
Innocent


37. Ate in a restaurant and got really bloated that you can't walk afterwards?
Innocent


38. Erased someone in your friends list?
Guilty (i think this means just cutting friends out of your life so yeah)


39. Dressed in a woman's clothes (if you're a guy) or man's clothes (if you're a girl)?
Guilty (i'm borderline transgender as it is lol)


40. Joined a pageant?
Innocent


41. Been told that you're handsome or beautiful by someone who totally meant what they said?
Guilty


42. Still have communication w/ your ex?
Guilty (alot of my ex's are my friends, yo)


43. Cheated on someone?
Guilty. V_V


44. Get totally drunk one night and you have an important exam tomorrow morning?
Guilty. >.>


45. A total stranger treated you by paying your fare?
Innocent


46. Get totally angry that you cried so hard?
Guilty (my tears are wired to my anger emotions fucking god damn it ;_;)


47. Tried to stay away from someone for their own good?
Guilty


48. Thought about suicide?
Guilty

48.5. Tried to commit suicide?
Guilty

49. Thought about murder?
Guilty


50. How about Mass Murder?
Guilty


51. Rode in a stranger's vehicle?
Guilty


52. Stalked someone?
Erm... innocent??


53. Had a crush on a fictional character?
Innocent
  • Mood: Pirate
  • Listening to: YAR HAR FIDLE DE DEE
  • Reading: BEING A PIRATE
  • Watching: IS ALRIGHT WITH ME
  • Playing: DO WHAT YOU WANT
  • Eating: CAUSE A PIRATE IS FREE
  • Drinking: YOU ARE A PIRATE

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Kaslito Featured By Owner 24 minutes ago  Professional General Artist
Thanks for the fav!!! :floating:
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JadeDrew Featured By Owner 5 days ago  New member Hobbyist Traditional Artist
Thankyou :3
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xEmoXDudetx Featured By Owner 5 days ago  Student Traditional Artist
no prob, your art is awesome~
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JadeDrew Featured By Owner 5 days ago  New member Hobbyist Traditional Artist
Tnx for the fave friend! ;)
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Thanks for watching me <3
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