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i constantly want to draw my character biohazard and G but fucking do you know how hard it is to draw them two-
just to make sure i don't fuck up the arm anatomy i'm constantly looking at machamps for references. seriously and G just had to become even more complicated to draw, especially because it's hard to traditionally color an all black creature. and so many shades of green i have to go through just to get biohazard's right color. do you know how many different green colored pencils i have to use for him? SIX. didn't realize there were that many colors, right?
i love them to death but it's just so hard. plus i always want to commission a really good artist to see how he would look like drawn by them but i never have enough internet money.
just to make sure i don't fuck up the arm anatomy i'm constantly looking at machamps for references. seriously and G just had to become even more complicated to draw, especially because it's hard to traditionally color an all black creature. and so many shades of green i have to go through just to get biohazard's right color. do you know how many different green colored pencils i have to use for him? SIX. didn't realize there were that many colors, right?
i love them to death but it's just so hard. plus i always want to commission a really good artist to see how he would look like drawn by them but i never have enough internet money.
600 submissions? o-o
well, i didn't realize cora would be my 600th. wow, have i realized how much i've grown. my art used to be HORRIBLE. now, i only post what i'm satisfied with, though, i should probably post things that aren't gonna be completed/submitted to my normal gallery to scraps. i do have quite a lot of sketches piling up, they need to be put into an art box soon. >v>'''
also. USE TAGS. TAGS WORK WONDERS. they allow your art to be seen by those who WANT to find content like yours. o-o
Sooooo.....
You could say, I'm back at deviantart.
Am i back to what i'm supposed to be doing? probably not quite yet. but what's been dragging me away, i have finally parted ways with it, and i think i feel much happier already. I've really just been needing to find myself, and when doing so, i realized, i have to go back to the start.~ in a rush to find something more than i already had, i have found that really, less is more, you're better having less things that you love, than more things that you don't feel a passion for. v w v
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so uh, yeah.. i've been very jumbled up lately..
really, i'm just saying this right now, i feel i'm on the edge of another breakdown, i have a billion things to do but also currently having the feeling of anxiety constantly on my back, i'm really unstable right now, and idk. i can't get myself to do the things i need to do, and i feel like i'm sending my future further and further into the trash, but also i'm trying to keep myself busy, because another thing constantly trying to creep up on me... suicidal thoughts, again. don't know where they're coming from, everything was just fine until i started letting myself slip, and now i can't get m
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right now i'm eating fried chicken, watermelon, and the drink on the side koolaid.
and i'm white through and through.
doesn't everyone just love stereotypes? =P
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